[A small part of her was expecting him to criticizes her for it, even gently. Much as she had (affectionately) referred to Kon as an idiot...her actions hadn't really been that much smarter. Though, in her defense, she had genuinely believed he was dying at the time.]

It was awful. No matter how hard Korra or I tried to heal him, all we could do was keep him from bleeding out too much...and, with a little extra magic, I was at least able to keep the pain down.

I thought... [She hesitated, taking a deep breath. Knowing what she knew, and exactly who (she thought) was responsible didn't make this any easier. Because she still didn't blame Jason entirely.] ...I thought I was going to lose him. For good. With the revival machine broken, if he died that time, he wouldn't have come back.